It's finally here!

I cannot begin to explain how many hours, years, and months I dreamed of this moment — author status.

Even though I truly only started writing this particular book about a year ago, it's been a constant ache in my heart for quite a while.  This book was my first book idea, even if I knew I would not be ready to write it for quite some time. 

I grew a lot during widowed years one, two, three, four, and beyond, but I don't think I was truly ready to write this book until I reached a turning point in my life. 

This book is truly everything I wanted to read as a new widow. I was angry but looking for hope. I wanted hope to exist but was skeptical. 

I didn't believe in a silver lining, still don't. But I did believe in joy. How could I not after having experienced it for all of my life? 

Up until I became a widow, I never knew what true darkness was — until I did. 

If you are in the trenches of grief, I know how you feel. I don't like saying that phrase to anyone because I truly believe we all feel something unique.

But just like falling in love, losing love must feel pretty comparable — it's miserable on top of gross on top of horrible on top of sucky and shitty. It's all the horrible feelings stacked on top of each other.

And even though these horrible feelings tend to stick around for life, they do get more tolerable and manageable with time. If you're wondering HOW? Order my book and see for yourself.

I don't promise you that you'll feel any or much relief at first, but my hope is that you may start to believe that ONE DAY, it's possible.

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